Showing posts with label mental history. Show all posts
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Seeking asylum


i have this habit... well i have a lot of habits,
but the one on my mind today goes back
to studying literature i guess.

i like to look words up in the dictionary.

a good dictionary.

a dictionary like the Oxford, where you get
the definitions of the word but you also get
a sense of where the word came from,
and how it came to be....

so today i looked up...



asylum








Pronunciation:
/əˈsʌɪləm/









1. [mass noun] (also political asylum) the protection
granted by a state to someone who has left their home
country as a political refugee:she applied for asylum
and was granted refugee status

[as modifier] : his asylum application was refused shelter
or protection from danger


: we provide asylum for those too ill to care for themselves










2. (dated) an institution for the care of people
who are mentally ill: he’d been committed to an asylum









Origin: late Middle English (in the sense 'place of refuge',
especially for criminals): via Latin from Greek asulon 'refuge', from asulos 'inviolable', from a- 'without' + sulon 'right of seizure'.

Current senses date from the 18th century.








It was more than a romantic 'thing' about language
that got me into this habit. It was a powerful curiousity,
informed by my ongoing (and seemingly endless) problems
dealing with reality, as it is commonly understood.

Words, and ergo language are the building blocks
of thought, and thought is reality.

So if one (ie- me) was having problems with "reality",
or if "reality" was having problems with me,
going back to the source and double-checking what exactly
something was supposed to mean might help.

And it has. It does. 
 





"the protection granted by a state to someone
who has left their home country
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Is it just me, or is there something terribly poignant
about this idea? And although the notion of mental
illness does not come up until "2", is there not something
of the mentally different intrinsic in this primary definition?

Isn't "reality" something we all like to think of as
our home country? Even before we get to the idea
of nation or home, isn't the idea of reality something
we'd all like to think we share?

Because if we don't, aren't we conjuring a kind of loneliness
so profound as to be almost unbearable?








How much lonelier could life be than that?

How much greater need could there be for "asylums"?








And while we all know that there are more horror stories
than we care to consider about the lives that so many lived
in these facilities now only thought of as haunting and haunted, abandoned and gone....









...wasn't there something noble in such grand
attempts to help?

As always, the impulse behind these institutions
outlived the commitment, and they became over-crowded
and fell further and further behind in their ability to help.

They became dumping grounds for unwanted people,
and were misused and subject to the whims of fashion,
to where an ice-pick could be seen as a cure-all
and where fewer and fewer cared about what a "cure"
might mean to the one undergoing it.











   










But how much worse is it to abandon people altogether?

To throw them out on the street with a handful of pills
and nothing else, to deal with a world they don't understand and who does not understand them, and who doesn't have the time or the inclination to care?

To leave them alone, on the street,
with nowhere to go... no place of asylum?






http://oxforddictionaries.com/definition/english/asylum






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Meds over the Counter



there was a time when there were no
pdocs and the private sector played
a much larger role in medicating...







































































































































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Marketing Pharmaceuticals





i find the advertisements for pharmaceuticals fascinating. The images speak to how the end users for these products are perceived, at least by the manufacturers of the drugs. The texts are a whole other story...








 Dramatic benefits in
heavily narcotized patients.













The suspiciousness and hostility inherent
in paranoid schizophrenia can cause many
patients to avoid taking medication.










"quiets down" the queasy spastic colon












When tension disrupts treatment,
elixir Alurate disrupts tension.









Medicines and drugs in Mr. Jones
new world are a giant industry-
a billion dollar industry...









kind of a classic. i guess.










...probably.


















i get a kind of nausea side effect
from seeing Vincent used like this.



is it an Angelina thing,
or is it an Angelina knock-off thing?












i mean seriously WTF?






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Vincent van Gogh




... another person with "mental health issues"
     who decided death would be better...






























































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10 Days in a Madhouse - Nellie Bly



In 1887, already well known for evocative articles on social reform, Nellie Bly took an assignment for Joseph Pulitzer's New York World newspaper to enter the asylum disguised as a patient.






She would feign the symptoms of an added young woman,
in the hope of being assigned to the New York Asylum
and report back on the conditions she found there,
and share the stories of the inmates she met.












"Tell me, are you a woman of the town?"
"I do not understand you," I replied, heartily disgusted with him.
"I mean have you allowed the men to provide for you and keep you?"
I felt like slapping him in the face, but I had to maintain my composure, so I simply said:
"I do not know what you are talking about. I always lived at home."
After many more questions, fully as useless and senseless, he left me and began to talk with the nurse. "Positively demented," he said. "I consider it a hopeless case. She needs to be put where some one will take care of her."
And so I passed my second medical expert.

After this, I began to have a smaller regard for the ability of doctors than I ever had before, and a greater one for myself. I felt sure now that no doctor could tell whether people were insane or not, so long as the case was not violent.





















"From the moment I entered the insane ward on the Island,
I made no attempt to keep up the assumed role of insanity.
I talked and acted just as I do in ordinary life.
Yet strange to say, the more sanely I talked and acted,
the crazier I was thought to be by all...."








"The beating I got there were something dreadful. I was pulled around by the hair, held under the water until I strangled,
and I was choked and kicked.

The nurses would always keep a quiet patient stationed at the window to tell them when any of the doctors were approaching.
It was hopeless to complain to the doctors, for they always
said it was the imagination of our diseased brains,
and besides we would get another beating for telling".


















"The remembrance of that is enough to make me mad. For crying the nurses beat me with a broom-handle and jumped on me, injuring me internally, so that I shall never get over it. Then they tied my hands and feet, and, throwing a sheet over my head, twisted it tightly around my throat, so I could not scream, and thus put me in a bathtub filled with cold water.



They held me under until I gave up every hope and became senseless. At other times they took hold of my ears and beat my head on the floor and against the wall. Then they pulled out my hair by the roots, so that it will never grow in again."




















When her story broke, a grand jury was convened to investigate her allegations. When she and members of the grand jury went to the asylum, the administrators had plenty of advance warning and many changes had been made...




I hardly expected the grand jury to sustain me, after they saw everything different from what it had been while I was there. Yet they did, and their report to the court advises all the changes made that I had proposed.
I have one consolation for my work–on the strength of my story the committee of appropriation provides $1,000,000 more than was ever before given, for the benefit of the insane.














By 1893, the asylum's patients were transferred further up the East River to Ward's Island and the building was given over to more traditional medical services, becoming Metropolitan Hospital until closing in 1955.











Nellie Bly would go on to more to more adventures and a variety of triumphs as a reporter, inventor and industrialist. So would the former asylum...












Nowadays, all that is left of it is the rotunda,
which has been restored and forms the centrepiece
for a block of - you guessed it - condominiums!











The condominium website makes passing mention of the fact
that there once was "a hospital" there, preferring to
l
inger longer on a visit in 1842 by Charles Dickens, who described
the rotunda as
“remarkable,” its flying spiral staircase “spacious and elegant” as it rose from an illuminated glass-brick floor.


Dickens went on to say...
“Everything had a lounging, listless, madhouse air, which was very painful. The moping idiot, cowering down with long disheveled hair; the gibbering maniac, with his hideous laugh and pointed finger; the vacant eye, the fierce wild face, the gloomy picking of the hands and lips, and munching of the nails: there they were all, without disguise, in naked ugliness and horror.”


more perspectives on asylum life & the impact of Nellie's work

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more about The Octagon, the Asylum and what happened next...



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Excellent Madness quotes











Insanity is relative. It depends on who has who
locked in what cage.
       Ray Bradbury


Earth is an insane asylum, to which the other planets
deport their lunatics.
       Voltaire













The whole religious complexion of the modern world
is due to the absence from Jerusalem of a lunatic asylum.
       Thomas Paine











Being born into the Royal Family is like being born
into a mental asylum. Marrying into it is not something
to be taken lightly.
       Johnny Rotten



It's been my policy to view the Internet not as an 'information highway,' but as an electronic asylum filled with babbling loonies.
       Mike Royko



Reality is always controlled by the people who are most insane.
       Dogbert















Insanity -- a perfectly rational adjustment to an insane world.
       R. D. Lang


I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity!
       Edgar Allan Poe


Ordinarily he was insane, but he had lucid moments
when he was merely stupid.
       Heinrich Heine


There is a pleasure sure in being mad,
which none but madmen know.
       Dryden 1681















See, the human mind is kind of like... a piñata. 
When it breaks open, there's a lot of surprises inside. 
Once you get the piñata perspective, you see that losing
your mind can be a peak experience. 
       Jane Wagner


Madness need not be all breakdown. 
It may also be break-through. 
       R.D. Laing














You're only given a little spark of madness. 
You mustn't lose it. 
       Robin Williams


Sanity is a cosy lie.
       Susan Sontag





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